I
had no intention of writing. I had no emotion. I was completely feeling numb. I
didn't hesitate to speak. I spoke useless words. I didn't know what to say. I
didn't feel like talking. I just couldn't bear the sight. I was panicking. I
was restless. I was foolish. I blamed myself. After that I regretted everyday
asking the same old question. Why? Why did I let her go?
Things
get complicated when it comes to women. I was trying to be a normal guy, but
she deserved someone special. I knew I didn't stand a chance, but it was worth
a try. I hope the curious guy inside me never quits because this is not the end.
The word ‘I’ is being used more often, have to dictate.
Sitting
in this boring room I thought of all the women that passed by my life. What
uniqueness did I see in them that no one else could? I started to cross a
pattern. Thin,lean,fair,white,long hair, short
height,Hindu,Christian,aged,young,tall,intellectual,compassion,caring,helpful,loving
and they never lacked anything from the common womanfolk,but were they all
satisfied with me? The question still remains…
I
wanted to ask them all but they all left me without saying goodbyes. If only they
had told what I lacked I would have made up for the next. The thing is that I
have learned so much from them and still is continuing learning. Girls you
people complete me.Thank you for making me who I am today. Thank you for
inspiring me for this article. And thank you for I would never have to see you again.
Adios Women Amigos.
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