Petrichor

The meaning of the title is "Smell of the rain".It's the first thing that we sense when rain falls on the ground.Everyone one of us have felt it.Do you remember the first time you felt it?You don't right?The same here.I don't remember when i first felt it.But i always have the sense when it comes.It's a beautiful smell and always brings you nostalgia.


I was trying to remember back my old days.The days of my childhood.The days i always try to remember.The sweet memories.I was happy back then.What happen when i grew up?What did the world had for me?I was promised that i could dream of anything.I was shown the full moon and asked whether i want it?I could do anything that made me happy.But society and people made me change.There followed a strict routine for me.I was compelled to change.Dad and Mom if you guys were here....

Being a fatherless motherless child is difficult.I try to escape from my past memories.The dark days,the days i was alone and afraid.It was more that a teenager could inhibit.Why me god?Why nobody else.Why did you choose this path for me?Then my mind set suddenly began to change.I started to acquire what this world offered.I was free.I could roam everywhere.And i'm still roaming.It's just that being at a single place pulls me back into a prehistoric dungeon.The concept of god began to change.I believe in Christ,I believe in Allah,I believe in Rama,I believe in Buddha,I believed in religions which help people.I believed in people who help others.I believe.

There is not much i have left to say.Right now i'm satisfied with what i have.Try to be happy with small happiness that you have.Life is your's,make smarter and healthier moves.And never regret the things that happened with or without reasons.I feel sorry for everyone who has lost a loved one in their life.Just think that they are more happy than they were in earth.And don't get too over conscious about your future.Those things are never in your hands.Be more confident about your present.I am not good at reasoning but these are some of the things that my life teacher taught me.I'm no one friends this is the simple me.

And the question still remains.Why did i let them go?

I had no intention of writing. I had no emotion. I was completely feeling numb. I didn't hesitate to speak. I spoke useless words. I didn't know what to say. I didn't feel like talking. I just couldn't bear the sight. I was panicking. I was restless. I was foolish. I blamed myself. After that I regretted everyday asking the same old question. Why? Why did I let her go?

Things get complicated when it comes to women. I was trying to be a normal guy, but she deserved someone special. I knew I didn't stand a chance, but it was worth a try. I hope the curious guy inside me never quits because this is not the end. The word ‘I’ is being used more often, have to dictate.

Sitting in this boring room I thought of all the women that passed by my life. What uniqueness did I see in them that no one else could? I started to cross a pattern. Thin,lean,fair,white,long hair, short height,Hindu,Christian,aged,young,tall,intellectual,compassion,caring,helpful,loving and they never lacked anything from the common womanfolk,but were they all satisfied with me? The question still remains…

I wanted to ask them all but they all left me without saying goodbyes. If only they had told what I lacked I would have made up for the next. The thing is that I have learned so much from them and still is continuing learning. Girls you people complete me.Thank you for making me who I am today. Thank you for inspiring me for this article. And thank you for I would never have to see you again.

Adios Women Amigos. 

Shangri-La

The story i'm gonna tell now is something very fictional and creative from my POV. Resemblance of places,names,characters and events is unconsciously intended.You may call it as a story or my vision.I don't even know from where i got the title,it's just like DEJAVU. 

Sometimes it gets lonely inside.Feels like the whole worlds unfit for you.After some important life events i got the slight sensation of what!!! yes i like to call it Unfrequented.As it is the synonym of Lonely.Then unconsciously our mind starts to panic.The inner-self is desperate for answers.Then he makes me look for emotions that he lacked.Alas,starting to fall off the topic cliff.Come back mind!!!You don't want spontaneous emotions overflowing through the topic.

You never know what surprises life has for you,but certainly never miss an opportunity.What i am going to tell is the story of a promising young boy and girl.And you guys may be thinking why such a description for them.Well let me tell you something.I don't even know why.I don't even know why i'm writing this.God it sucks to without a companion.Yes dear ones.It definitely sucks to be without a companion.And please don't let me be misunderstood to be a loser,i chose the path.


God!!!Again back to the story.They fall in love,gets married,have kids blah blah blah,the usual.The End. Hahaha no that's not our plot.What does every body deserves after a long life working through shift hours.Retirement.They get old they get lonely they want some peace and all they're asking for is a place to retire.Basically him being a former world traveler and she being a lead band girl you may assume that they are rich enough to buy a luxury sea side apartment in vegas bahamas or whatever place those rich nerdy old couples go.But our dear ones have read Frost and they have taken "the road not taken".

Shangri-La.A place far away beyond the fields and valleys,above the skies,below the ocean.Yes you're guessing it right.No where.The place is no where in the history maps,but only to be found in Sir James Hilton's 1933 novel Lost Horizon.It's a wonderful place.I'm not sure if they're happy or not because the characters are complicated.They are adjustable and won't tell their difficulties to anyone except themselves,So we can can presume that they're happy.They walked through the dark never ending forests,Drank from oasis and leaf tops.Ate berries and bananas.They started to feel like Adam and Eve,but with clothes.They changed their names to something both of them liked."Lovely" the man called her,"Jacque" the other.They made a beautiful palm house.The made new animal friends.A dog,Cat,Parrot and someone very unique.A Guinea pig!!!Of all the animals they had an extreme fond for the little guy.They sang throughout the day,Danced in the Fire and loved each other.Picture Perfect.


There is no villain in this story,because i always like happy endings.They lived caring,loving and sharing each other for the rest of their lives.No mortal force could stop their affair other than the supernatural.Yes,the day finally came as death came and took them towards the distant horizon.They finally left the Shangri-La never to return.But one promise was kept.They left together.They kept the promise every lovers broke i.e never to leave each other.And so they story continues as they pass on to the afterlife which i haven't yet seen. Shubham.